may I ask YOU for it, God

God...
I've been tired...
Tired to hope...
Tired to wish...
Tired to think...

May I ask YOU to stop it...
Would You help me...

I just wanna leave this game...
Find a new game...

God...
Let me start a new game...
He's too perfect for me...
I wanna be something is someone's life...
I'm just nothing in his life...

Let me run, God...
Would You like to arrange another date for me...

I just...

Take a deep breath...

too perfect...

Hey perfect guy...
Stunning and georgeous...
Smart and cool...
Success and rich...
With a perfect life...
And perfect carrier...

U just too perfect to be warm like a bestfriend.
Too perfect to do stupid things that we can laugh together.
Too perfect to have fun with crazy things in crazy place.

U just too perfect for me.

I can't live in ur world...
Because I can't be that perfect...

I love something imperfect...
It just make me realize how colorfull our world is...

But u are too perfect.
So I can't find the mistake to be corrected,
The plain side to be coloured
Or the empty corner to be filled.

I can't find my part to complete ur life.
Coz it just too perfect.

I wanna be someone that complete ur world.
Colouring ur day.
Enlightening ur mind.

Then what should I do if it perfect already??